I get in these stupid funks every once in awhile. They tend to come during times that are stressful even though I don't feel like I'm stressed at all.
I guess that's the first sign of something... denial.
I get all mopey. I lose any little bit of self-confidence I had to begin with. I can't eat. I submit to the idea that I have no good ideas, and I lose all sense of inspiration and motivation. My co-workers call it "Elyse work mode". I call it... ridiculous.
I'm at the point where I know I'm in "the mode" but I don't know how else to act in those moments where "the mode" comes out so I just stay in it. Breaking free of this is no easy challenge, but tomorrow is dedicated to trying.
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